Natalie started Kindergarten today. She is going all day from 8:50-2:50. I have been excited for her to start her school career and to learn more. She has really enjoyed her school experience so far and just loves meeting new people and making new friends.
BUT…I wasn’t prepared for the battle of emotions I faced all this week. The tears started Monday when we took Natalie to “preview” night to see her classroom and teacher. She introduced herself to Miss Husted and I started crying. I have been an emotional wreck all week! I’d like to blame it on pregnancy hormones, but I know it is because I’m just really going to miss her. Today is the first day of many days without her. I just can’t believe how fast time has gone by. Has it really been 5 1/2 years since she was born? I also feel sad for Amy because she is losing her best friend for most of the day. I know “Mommy and Amy” time will be fun at first, but I’m sure she will get bored with me. I just don’t play Barbies, stuffed animals, or house the way Natalie does. :)
As hard as it was to “let go” this morning, I know that there are many wonderful experiences ahead of Natalie. I am so thankful for the gift God gave us…such a precious life to grow and nurture. I just now need to have trust in some other adults to help us along.
I can’t wait to pick her up from school and hear all about her first day!
